The guilt

I am still dealing with the death of my friend, but not I am also dealing with the guilt of wanting to move on with life and getting back to my writing. I know he would want me sad and being overly weepy about him being gone. I know he would want me to continue with my life. I just feel guilty that I get to move on and he had his life cut so short.

We butted heads and all that but he was a good man and he was wonderful with my kids. He helped them learn their steps in dance and was one of the first to tell them how great they were doing. We are going to miss him a lot.

It is 2 am here on a Sunday morning I think it's time I go to bed and try to sleep before I start thinking too hard to sleep.

I hope you all sleep well
Hug all you loved ones

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